Friday Feelings

Since last week I've been dealing with something that's been getting me down...like self doubt down but finally today ... I woke up knowing that it wasn't worth the stress... and deleted every part of this stress inducing situation last night ... do you know it's exactly what you have to do ... face it and then delete ...and keep moving ... the minute you get to stuck on it you dwell in negativity and who needs negative bullsh*t in one's life ...

Grey skies out for the first time this week , yet , it feels like it's the first time I feel sunshine in my life... so I played my go to "I'M FREAKIN HAPPY TODAY" song ...so I'll share the lyrics in question ;) and maybe there's someone out there who has been dealing with some icky situation and are starting to dwell....

 "happy" by Natasha Bedingfield

Landlords Knocking at my door cussing me out
Got laid off my job the night before
Can’t figure how
I’m gonna fix tomorrow when Yesterday's still a mess
Can you tell me what’s the point man
It all seems meaningless
I wish that I could step away and breathe
This world’s trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head

[Chorus:]
Someone just tell me
That it’s ok now
What are you worrying about

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight

And they don’t know why
If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of
'Cause fear is only in our heads

Someone please say...

[Chorus]

Any day I'll go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I’m blinded to the lessons 
That could be a blessing if Id be confessing that the enemy
I’m trying to beat is hiding inside of me

But it’s ok now...what are you worrying about...

Keep your grind on girl... Its your life , its your world...

Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

Why do we make it so hard on ourselves... when there's so many beautiful reasons for us to be happy :) See a real happy day is a thought away because the mind is our strongest tool in this world... usually it's because we can't let go of bad situations ,that's why we head to miserable town... if we focus on what we have ... life would be so much better.

"I got my dreams, got my life, got my love

Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself

When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy"

<3